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  Last night, as some or all of you could tell, I was not myself. I was in some real bad pain last night, and it showed more than I thought. I was stressed out over the up coming surgery coming in 8-05-2005. I get on here as a stress release, and sometimes I shouldn't when I was in the pain  was in.

 I got several PMs last night and today from my friends asking if I was OK. One of them was my friend ODIN, who I respect a great deal. Also KSP494 checked in with me last night.

I went back and read my posts, and yes they looked like a 2nd grader on Crack wrote them. After I saw that, I contacted the Sheriffs office and had a deputy come and get me and take me to the ER. My BP was very hi, and I was swelling alot in my arms. I was given some meds to take the fluids out some mild pain meds to keep me from going crazy. I hate pain meds, but I go to the ER to get injections because I stoped the pain pill thing months ago.

I want to thank you for checking in today, to the ones that PMed me. Thats why I call Police Link my 3rd family. If you see me writing dumb stuff, or off the wall things its my pain level going out of Control with my BP. The surgery in two weeks is going to be on the main nerve in my arm, which causes me to sometimes act like I am wasted. Nerve damage sucks.

If I do it again, someone please let me know and ask me to leave this for a while. If I made anyone mad, or said something to off color, I am deeply sorry to each of you. There are no excuses for my actions.

People here know me, and I refuse to start fights or put someone down. I would never do anything to make this site look bad, and I am sorry to each of you.

Craig Stalker

I'm glad you're okay brother.

Thanks all. I will be back later tonight

My biggest thing is when my BP goes sky high. Last night it went to 190/130, thats why I went to the Er because my pain drives it up and my meds can't drop it. The Drs say that I can handle great pain, but my BP is what tries to tell me more than anything else. But like I said, there was no excuse for getting on here in that bad of shape.

Stalker, we're not concerned with what you do or don't do on PL as much as we are about you taking care of yourself. As pdwife said, make sure you've someone close by to look out for you.

HEY ODIN IT SOUNDS LIKE DAVID ALAN COE WAS RIDING WITH YOU.

 I was wondering what that was about but figured to leave it alone.......don't worry about what you posted on here, I don't think anyone got or is still offended by it and if they are then the hell with them, just focus on your heath....keep us updated on things and I hope you start felling better bro.

Wow I totaly feel you on the nerve pain you can't even think straight some times,I got you in my prayers man.GOD Bless

Stalker975 says ...

Thanks all. I will be back later tonight

If there's any left overs let me know. Old people feel pain more than youngins'

ODIN says ...

We all have bad days, I a particularly bad one not too long ago, I hadn't seen or heard from my mother in a few years since the big fall out, well she called me out of the blue to alert me that she was going to be paroled in a few days and that she wanted to reconnect, she said she was going to take the railway to come visit, well the big day arrived, and because of nerves I had a few hits from Jack Black if you know what I mean, and decided to meet her in my new shiny black F150, with chrome wheels and running boards sitting pretty when she walked out through the gates, well because of my apparent inebriation I was late getting to her, so she continued on to meet the train, but she slipped in some jello pudding on the walkway when the train started to pull out, she was pulled under, killing her instantly.

 Tell me if you heard this before.

I think the cheese has slipped off your cracker.

Glad you are okay Craig.